Sorry to hear this my friend, but all that means is there is something better out there that your meant to have. Attitude is much like Altitude, keep your spirits high and you'll land on something surprising!

sorry to hear that lowjaw  

After 26 years in EMS I know everything happens for a reason.  Something better IS around the corner m8.  Never dispair and never give up.  It will happen.  Have a great Christmas to you and yours.